im reading this stupid thing and thinking
wow i've matured so much.
im not winey and complainy dark emo emily anymore
im in a much better place.
i graduated highschool and i start college next week...which for quite some time i really thought would never ever happen. but i made it.
i've been with my boyfriend bootleg for about a year now [sort of]as you can see in my previous entries we started dating around this time last year.
although im embarrassed about alot of those entries, im leaving them up, as that was a part of me that i should always remember.
i lost alot of weight, not by starving, but by eating well and working out alot during the school year, so my body image is not half as bad.
although i still want the ideal playboy body loll.
i feel like im really coming into my own.